Well,maybe its Just Adnin....

Writing for the first introduction always hard. I remembered back then, every time during Essay I struggled on the introduction part and during high school we have to use pen and inks cannot be erased with erasers. ( And i hate using liquid.) So I ended up, raised my hand asking for another papers. So my other classmates would think that I might have wrote A LOT when actually, I'm struggling at writing the introduction.

So,there you go my introduction.

During school time, I got excited when it comes to introduce myself part 'cause when I was at the age, I thought it would probably cool for people to know me. But it turns out, its not cool at all and people don't even care. At least, the guy at the back was sleeping during my short speech but whatever its his loss. Now in university life, I got chickened out when the new lecturers asked us to introduced ourselves cause I don't feel anything special about me. I'm Adnin. Just Adnin.

As we get older, we tend to get insecure with everything.' Like how my breath smells, Do I look fat wearing stripes and does people even care where did I lives?'. Those crazy thoughts keep running through my head every time I face human. Wait, did I just bold it? Yes, practically I do because its very natural way of me to think of it. I hate how low my self-esteem is.

I was known as Whatsallycakap before this. Honestly, if you asked me where did I have the idea to that nickname I don't know. That name just popped out from my mind and suddenly it become the talk of the town. Cehwah. I think if i'm sticking to this name, Í could make that name franchise... well I may have sounds conceited a lil bit.

I don't really like it when people called me Lailatul. Yeah,my full name is Lailatul Adnin. Its really a beautiful name, thanks mum and dad! They have beautiful meanings too. The night of Syurga Adn'. But still though, I prefer to be Just Adnin. For what I recall, Laila sounds more to a girlish type. And I'm not girlish. That beat the top reason why I shouldn't used that name too.

Only several of my friends during primary school who called me Lailatul. I cannot stopped them from calling me that because when you're in primary school you scared to say no to people. So for the rest 6 years in primary school, I pretend that its okay for people to call me Lailatul. 

I remember the first time I went to Starbucks and the bartender asked my name and I said ''Adnin'' and it turns out that he wrote my name Nedrin which make sounds so gay and weird. So after that occasions, I assumed that maybe its hard to actually spells Adnin although its just 5 letter words. Cause when I have to introduce my name in class people will go like ..."What? Is it Adlin? Ainin?" 

-____-" which is so wrong in so many levels. I guess that's why I started to panic when I have to introduce myself...lol the excuses. So when it happened I decided, that I might settled with Just Adnin.