Alhamdulillah, in few more days we will completed our one month fasting in Ramadhan month. I am blessed to be able celebrating this Ramadhan although there were some errors going on but I get through it eventually.
In Ramadhan month, we all not just tested by hunger, thirst or lust but other significant things. Indeed, I have been tested in so many ways. In a way that I feel like giving up. To a point where I was down on my knees. I get carried away at first because I dont know how to handle such things. I was been humiliated and backstabbed by the people I called friends. I tried to think wisely and not to cepat melatah but its hard, when you are just one flawed human being.
I tried to see the reasons behind everything happened. Maybe its my fault, maybe this is how god trying to show me who is the real friend and who is not.
I am not the kind of person who hate people easily. But when I do, its hard to go back to normal. Its hard to forgive when that particular person keep on doing it and not a single time they ever felt guilty about it.
I will never go revenge someone like you. You may can humiliate me, but that just shows your true colour. I pray to god, that one day you will feel how I really feel. To be stabbed in the back, to be humiliate by someone you trust and not having anyone back you up.
And after that, you will started feeling sorry for yourself!
