1) I'm nervous because I have to carry 7 subjects instead of 6
2) and excited because this is my final semester and I want to do the best I could.
When I get this mixed feelings right now, all I could feel is overwhelmed . Its so tense just thinking that this is my final semester cause by hook or by crook I have to score this semester.
Its no longer about proving people that I am better than them. This is just about me. I want to feel good about myself. I want to know that there are still lil 'Einstein' insides of me.
Previously, I received my result for my semester 4 and Alhamdulillah, I passed all subjects which I am quiet happy with myself. But I still didn't achieved my target. I dont want to be sounded ungrateful but I wish that I could score higher cause I pretty struggle for my semester 4. But wallahi, i'm not complaining. God knows where this is going.
I did questions myself couple of times like why I still didnt get excellent results like the rest? Then it make me realized, how I sounds ungrateful. I quickly change my mind, thinking maybe there are still thing I'm lacking of. So, im gonna lists out the things that I need to improve.
1) I believe that, I need to stop playing around with my phone. Maybe just cutting down a bit of my time playing phone, and more reading. Cause next semester gonna be hella lot theories!
2) I need to score higher on my carry marks cause I belived, last semestermy carry marks are not that high. Maybe I could improved on that part and balance with my final exam's mark.
3) Do more homeworks instead of relying on my classmates.
4) REFER LECTURERS! *this is so important
5) Never ever skips classes. *i dont do this really
6) Never study last minutes
7) A lotsssss of revisions.
I guess that If i have to list out everything, I will never finished it by tonight. But believe me, I will try the best I could. (thats what I've been doing all this while).
Please pray that I could go through my final semester with ease and passes with flying colors. I really hope that.
Take care.
