I couldn't find the most accurate title for this post. What I know is that, I wanna discuss with you anonymous reader out there.
Have you ever watched movies or you read books that makes you feel like "I want a perfect life like this. I don't wanna go back to the real life. I want my life to be exactly like this." To be honest, that's what I'm actually feeling. Whenever I finished reading interesting books or watched amazing movies, I started to wish my life in that way. Sounds childish I know, but I was wondering whether am I the only person who feel that way?
I'm not sure whether my life is that sucks because I am living perfectly fine. Probably because I'm a less grateful person. Allahu, may He forgives me for this.
I believe because I'm pretty much feeling lonely that's why. So, recently I started to follow a Korean Drama and I believed that most of the girls in my country also watch this movie. Its a drama about romance between doctors & soldiers. We follow a story about our main hero, Soong Joong Ki (Captain Yoo) and Song Hye Kyo (Doctor Kang). I never knew I will very much hook with this drama until whenever I finished one episode, I told myself that I need to get a firm grip to reality.
Because, the honest truth, we didn't get to live a life where we saw them in our laptop screen. The outside world are more harsh & demanding. For a person like me, I still don't know where my future is heading to. And that's the beauty of it, because we will keep on figuring and god always have beautiful plans for us.
We always dream for a perfect life, but we worked less for what we dream of.
And i'm still figuring out how to get over this hangover and finally accept that I'm living in a real life.
