Have you ever have all these plans inside your head, stuffes that you will do after you finished your exams? I'm giving you an example so you can related. I bet most of us did this, unless you're just plain boring.
For example, during SPM times when we struggled for god damn two years. And during that time, you were like "Yeay, I cannot wait to finish SPM so that I could go road trips with my buddies, going to surfing in Hawaii and snorkling in Manhattan Sea." (Yea,maybe I'm exaggerating a lil bit but you get what I mean...)
I'm personally not judging you at all because that's actually me planning to do all that with my best friends. But at the end of the day, it turns out that my 6 months SPM holiday ended by dragging myself to driving school, 3 months in PLKN and well hello, I only gotta spend my time with my buddies only for couple of times, CAUSE WE GOT STUFFES TO DO.
Same goes to this semester break holiday. I got every thing according to my plans. I want to spend most of my time, reading. But who knows, that I only gotta read a few books when I have a piles of books to be read waiting on the shelves.
I didn't really go out with my friends ocassionaly. I think most of my time are wasted doing things I'm not planning to do. Let me explained how my every morning goes.
Every day I woke up around 6.00 - 6.30 a.m and after that I cannot continue my sleep sebab nanti rezeki tak masuk. Then, I have to send my brother to school. Around 8.30 - 12.00, I run on the treadmill cause I need to lose my weight. And then, during afternoon I wasted my time playing with my phone which bring me up to no good. And during evening, I try to read books, but then I gets really sleepy & WHEN IS THE RIGHT TIME FOR ME TO READ. During evening, I have to work out some more. By the time at night, I have to sleep early cuz I need to wake up early for tomorrow.
Haha i know, if you're going to make an excuses, you could give 1000 excuses but that's how my day goes by.
Now you tell me, when I'm going to read all these books?????????
And also, life is pretty boring when it started to go plain. I dont feel the sparks. I tried to do so many things to catch my interest but meh, it still didn't working out.
So, here I am. Just Adnin, still trying to adjust my semester breaks! But i live to god, "Kita merancang, tapi perancangan Allah lagi hebat." Meanwhile, let me figure out what I am going to write for my next post...
